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| I"m really tired. I've been really stressed and busy with stuff. When I come home I put my stuff down and go straight to my bed, turn on the tv and try and rest until the next day. I don't like this at all. Everything I want to do I can't cause I'm just exhausted and have no time. The only thing I can really do is play my guitar and I've been playing it a lot lately. Today I learned the intro to Fear of the Dark. I'm so pumped cause I love that song so much. One of my favorites. I miss my friends though. I never get to see them, or talk to them. When I get the chance I'm too tired and end up going to sleep. Life is tough man, especially when we're not strong enough alone. I think that is a problem I've been having. I want to do everything on my own, when I can't. I got to give that up soon or I'm soon to fail. That and God is looking down on me saying, hey, you crazy, you got me and your not letting me help? I'm sorry, forgive me | | |
| Tomorrow I register for my spring semester. I never like this time cause I"m always worried about if the classes I want is open and that if the times will be in my favor. Usually they end up being crappy. I've never had a good schedule so hopefully I'm due for one.
Today discussed my resume with my teacher. I lot of the stuff I concentrated on was not important. but the stuff thats important I didn't discuss. It's kind of funny. But I have to redo that and an essay for my history class.
nothing else is going on, so I'm heading to bed | | |
| I've been playing Tony Hawk 4 a lot lately. I really love that game. It's so cool.
I've been really busy with things lately, worrying about school, work, and personal life. It's all cool though. I wish I could just focus on one thing in my life right now, but I can't. I wish I could see my friends more often too and talk to them. I'm so worn out with my own thoughts and problems I can't make myself do anything, not even things I want to do. My cd player is broken and the thing I love to do most, listen to music I can;t do, so instead of trying to fix my cd player, I just whine about it. However I'm focused on what I want to do right now, well with my school education and my passion. I'm kind of excited about it all and I hope it will all be good and I will learn about everything.
About 22 days Stacy is coming back for Christmas break. I think I will chill out more when she's here, she'll force me too at least, that and spend all my money. But its cool, rather someone else than me. I love Stacy a lot, she's been really stressed out and I've worried about her a lot. I just hope she realizes all the people who love her and that no matter what she is never alone. | | |
| I just got off work, it was such a long day. I was so freaking hyper at work today, I was screaming my head off at points, running around and crap. I couldn't sit still. I even stacked up a whole bunch of boxes and did a huge elbow drop on to them from the dumpster. I was scared when I got up, I thought I like broke something but didn't know. It was fun though. But at the end of the day, I come home and am exhausted cause I used up like 3 days worth of energy at work today. I pooped.
on the way home I I listened to the discarded album again, and the last song on the cd, Sabatoge or something, is amazing. Oh man, I was so happy when I heard it. Its stellar. Download it or something. It's definitely a brandon type of song, thrashing bass and guitar lines, the vocals aren't at best, but its ok. yeah but its cool.
Stacy is coming to visit in like a couple weeks, I'm really excited about that. I've felt so alone ever since everyone went back to school and stuff. I come home and sit in my room when I'm not working or going to school. And the fact that I get to see my love, hehe, well that just rocks the house yo. | | |
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